BEHIND OUR LOVE...

BEHIND OUR LOVE... CHAPTER 49
BY MIEMIEBEE


IZZY'S POV;

          My eyes gently started opening, and when they were fully opened I watched over the room everything in it is white I must be in a hospital... What am I doing in a hospital then? The last incident that happened to me started coming back to my memory yes James was beating me up mercilessly then he kicked me so hard in the stomach. Oh God no my baby!

      I tried to move my hand only to see some kind of connections made over it. Then suddenly my head starts paining me, I led out a light scream and touched my head only to feel bandages over. I saw a nurse coming over me. She checked me on and then smiled, “your condition is stable ma'am, please don't stress yourself thinking about the last incident that happened to you, its very bad for your condition.” Just as she turned to leave. I called her with the name “nurse” and she turned and came back.

     “Where am I please at a hospital?” everywhere in my body is paining me so badly. “Yes” she nodded. “How's my baby please” I touched my tommy. Her silent means something is not okay.

    As I tried to sit up she stopped me. My eyes rapidly filled with moisture, “please answer me, is my baby okay? Is it still alive?”

      “Uh dear you shouldn't worry about that, what we are concerned about now is your health, your baby's health will follow afterwards.”

     “No you're wrong my baby's safety comes first so please tell me how is my baby doing, I beg of you.” I state tears rolling down my cheek.

     She came over to me and patted my shoulder “I'm sorry ma'am but we couldn't save your baby you had a horrible miscarriage, I'm sorry.”

      “NO! NO Way! I'm taking that, why will you let my baby die? Why please? Why didn't you guys save my baby?” I bursted out crying. “I should have died instead, why does it have to be my baby? This isn't fair. Please tell me you're not serious, I can't leave without my baby. James I will never forgive you for this, you're not a beast you're a monster a horrible monster.” I cried out and she embraced me trying to comfort me but still I can't help but cry, “this is all James' fault he killed my baby, he killed my very own baby.”

       “Nurse please call my friend and tell her to come over.” I gave her Fiona's number and she called her and explained things to her. She excused me and I bursted out crying again. I put my hand against my stomach rubbing it gently, “I'm so sorry baby I didn't mean for this to happen please forgive me. I never wish for you to die” Suddenly I heard my door opened as I looked over I saw JAMES, JAMES! What is he going to do now? Isn't what he did to my baby enough? Must he kill me too? I avert my gaze to somewhere other than his stupid evil face. “Isabelle” he called my name very very softly.

       I can't look at him anymore I don't wanna ever look at James ever again, I hate him morethan I hate my death. “I'm so so gravely sorry, I'm terribly sorry” he stated.

     Seriously is that all he got? Sorry? After what he did to me and my child, all he've got to say is sorry? Will his f*cking sorry bring me back my baby? Will his f*cking sorry ease the pain that I'm feeling? Without looking at him I called at a nurse and she came in immediately I begged for her to take this creature out of my room. Just looking at him disgusts me.

     After dragging him out, I continued to cry which made the nurse comeback and comforted me, not long enough Fiona came. Immediately she saw the condition I am in, her eyes rapidly filled with moisture she started crying feeling pity towards me and I cried along with her. She hugged me and we cried and cried.

      “Izzy who did this to you?”

     “Its the creature Fiona” I answered her crying. “He killed my baby, he kicked me in the stomach and I miscarried my baby Fiona, please bring my baby back for me, please” I bursted out crying. She embraced me again trying to comfort me. Seeing I have no intention to stop crying, the nurse injected me and instantly I got to sleep.

   
      JAMES POV;

                I didn't know the time when I started crying like a kid, Izzy doesn't even wants to see me. She said I'm not her husband, just how evil I am? I sat down by a bench and cried and cried just some minutes later, I saw a young lady came almost running towards the hall way, she opened Izzy's room and jumped into it I'm sure she must be her friend.

      Later on, the young lady came out from the room her eyes all puffy and red, the glare she is sending me explains that Izzy has told her I'm the reason why she is here. She calmly walked and sat on the bench I'm sitting without saying a word to me I can sense how mad and angry she is feeling towards me. “How is she?” I asked her.

      She turned and looked at me sarcastically. “Really James? You've got the nerve to ask how Izzy is doing? I've always been told that you are demon but not as horrible as this. How could you?”

      “Are you Fiona please?”  I ask in a concerned tone ignoring her question.

     “Yes I am Fiona, Izzy's good friend. Look at what you did to my friend James, have you seen the kind of injuries you've cursed her? Have you seen the condition she is currently in? How could you?” Her eyes filling with moisture.

      “I really can't tell you how sorry I am Fiona, I didn't mean for it to happen please believe me.”

     “You didn't mean for that to happen?” She asked sarcastically “was that a joke or something James? Then who meant for it to happen? Izzy or I?”

     “Fiona I heard you guys on the phone, she was telling you that someone got her pregnant, I got intensed with anger and jealousy I couldn't believe what Izzy did to me, she didn't respect our marriage...” I tried to explain

      “Wait wait wait and who told you that the baby Izzy was carrying isn't yours? You didn't even heard what we were saying you just jumbed into conclussion. Ryan is not Izzy's boyfriend he is our friend, Izzy never told him that she is married when he found out that Izzy is pregnant? He got mad for she not telling him the truth that was all.”

      My red eyes dilated. “Fiona what are you saying? Then who's baby is that?”

    “What I'm saying is that, its your baby you killed and not Ryan's because its your baby Izzy was carrying. You got her pregnant”

       “No! There's noway thats my baby, didn't she tell you herself that we always use protection? How can that be my baby?”

       “Well how about the day when you got drunk and made love with a lady you can't remember who she was? It was Izzy, Izzy James!” she yelled out.

       “Fiona NO please don't lie to me that lady from the other day was special, she's different, unique ever since that day I've been looking for her I just felt that she is my destiny, she is my one and true own, that lady can't be Izzy.”

        “You can keep on denying that, but thats the truth James. You killed your own baby. How could you think of Izzy that way? You know Izzy too well she'll never cheat on you like that. Yes you guys might not be on good terms but she'll never cheat on you she respects her marriage way you can ever imagine. Izzy loved you James, you're the first man she has ever fall inlove with and what did you do to her? You hated her as much as she loved you. You mistreat her, beat her up like a slave, disregard her as a human. And now you killed your own baby.”

      No No I can't take this anymore, why is all this happening? Just how bad have I been treating Izzy? Why did I fail to see the truth. Tears intantly started rolling down my cheeks.

     “Fiona just how bad have I been treating Izzy? I killed my own baby, I killed my own baby Fiona.” I cried out.

“Yes you did James and for that you made Izzy hates you, she hates you morethan I can put in words”

      “And I love her Fiona. I love Izzy, I love her very much she is the destiny I've been looking for. She is my one. I love Izzy Fiona, morethan I can tell and I really can't tell you how sorry I am. I never once wanted to kill our baby, I didn't want to beat Izzy up like I did. I was carried away with jealousy. No man will allow the woman he loves got impregnented by someone other than him. Please understand me, I need you to understand me I love Izzy, I shouldn't have doubted her faithfulness and suspected her, its just that the grudge I'm holding against her is too much but still I shouldn't have beat her up like I did. I'm a murderer Fiona, I killed my own child, fate will never forgive me. I can't ever forgive myself. Izzy don't wanna see me now, she said I'm not her husband. Fiona if only I can tell you how sorry I am, please make Izzy understand I didn't want what I did to her to happen. It was just jealousy, intensed one but  I LOVE IZZY.” I sobbed...