BEHIJD OUR LOVE... CHAPTER 52
BY MIEMIEBEE
IZZY'S POV;
I brought out my trolley box dragging along whilst Fiona was holding the blankets and other stuffs in her hand. Just then James appeared seems like he have settled the bills. He came over me, pausing me from walking and I didn't say a word to him. “Izzy let me help you with your luggage please, its not good for health.”
I feel like bursting out laughing and saying when have you start to worry about my health? But then I remember I don't want to ever talk to him again even earliar that I talked to him, that was a mistake and 'cause of Ryan. Without saying a word or passing him my trolley box as he ask, I shift by his side so as to go away and he blocked me instantly. I tried through his other side and he still blocked me again. He is starting to annoy me really.
“Unless you want me to press charges you won't block my way again.” He froze and that gave me the chance to go away. On reaching to the parking lots, I stopped there waiting for Fiona. I wonder what she is doing inside that isn't letting her come out like she knows right we need to search for a taxi.
Some minutes aferwards she came out with James behind her I watched them as they make it to his car. Seriously? I won't enter James' car for the world. “Izzy! What are you doing there? Come lets go so you can pick up the stuffs you'll be needing at your house” Fiona called out.
“Just go and wait for me there, I'll have to get a taxi first”. Before listening to what she'll say again I spun around and left ignoring the calls James' sending me. As I stepped out I saw a taxi and stopped it immediately before Fiona could stop me.
Paying him his fare, I shoved myself inside James' house 'cause its nomore mine again. Careless human being he left everywhere open. Not paying attention to that I made it to my room. Bringing out another trolley I filled it with many essential stuffs I'll be using including school stuffs. I made sure all I'll be needing is in place, before I dragged it out to the sitting room, opening my fridge, I brought out 3 dozen of sausages because I love it alot and shoved it inside my clutch just as I turned I saw James standing in front of me. A gasp suddenly made it way out of my mouth 'cause of how I got startled.
“I'm sorry, I didn't mean to startle you” he apologised calmly.
I didn't answer him, I didn't nod at him I just tried to make my way out of his possession then suddenly he caught me by my arm not roughly but gently yet firmly. Without saying a word I tried to duck under his grasp but I couldn't. “Izzy” his deep voice which is now shallow and cracky caught me I looked up straight into his eyes. There was nothing but regret, sorry, defeat, and love in it.
“Izzy please talk to me, even if you're going to insult me and call me with all the insultive names in this world do it, say it out loud, but please talk to me I can't take this anymore please.” He pleaded.
Like this is not the James I used to know, this is another James entirely the opposite of the other. Please and sorry? Never came out from his mouth but now? They turn out to be his favorite.
“Okay I get it, you don't want to talk to me because I murdered our baby and tortured your precious life but believe me when I say this, I didn't mean for that to happen Izzy I'm sorry. I beat you up because I thought it was not my baby you were carrying, I was wrong to have doubt your trust and suspected you Izzy. I got jealous intensly jealous that the woman I love was impregnented by another man and that was why I beat you up like that upto the level of murdering our child. I love you Izzy, I love you so very much please don't leave me I know I don't deserve you to sympathize me but please have mercy on me don't go please. I beg of you. I know I have never been a good husband to you but now I'm willing to change, I'm ready to change Izzy please give me just one last chance, please.”
I think I've got to say something now. “Really James? You think with just these sweet words you can change my mind? Huh! You're so dramatic. If you'll excuse me I need to go, I have no time for this.”
He held my arm again more firmly “Izzy, please I'm so sorry I'm really a changed man now I'll never hurt you again all I ask for is for you to give me a second chance.”
“You're never sorry James and you are asking for too much excuse me now.” I blurt at him.
“Izzy I love you please don't go. Please. I love you very much that I don't want to lose you, I love you Izzy...”
“Are you trying to make me laugh James? I said let me go!”
“Izzy I'm not trying to make you laugh, its the truth I'm telling you. I love you, I've always do. I'm sorry sweetheart,I was a stupid beast for doing all that to you, I tried to deny my feelings for you, telling myself I don't love you but I couldn't figure it out anymore. I need you in my life Izzy,so badly, I'm lost without you. I love you Izzy, so very much.” He said voice dropping considerably with moisture filling in his eyes, I can see how defeated he is to say this and soon enough he was crying.
“Hummmm you have a wierd way of showing your love then James. Excuse me will you?”
He wiped off his tears then said “You don't have to be the one to leave Izzy, this is your home stay and I'll leave.”
“No James I don't want to ever spend a night in this hell, and if you do value your life and still wanna be a free man you'll let me go now.” I snatch my arm away and left.
On coming out, I saw Fiona outside is like she isn't expecting me. “So you're still leaving?”
“You expect me to stay in here? So you two are now working together is that it? He told you about his mindless plan, didn't he?”
“Izzy why won't you give James a second chance? he is trying his best to patch up things with you and you are being so stubborn.”
“That is because I don't want to patch up things with him, I don't want him ever in my life again. Lets just say I woke up from a terrible nightmare today. So lets go.” Before she could say a thing, I made my way out of the entrance door and shoved my box inside the taxi not long enough, Fiona came out and we left. Reaching her home, Edward was about leaving he handed me baby Kevin and we exchanged greetings I excuse those two and came inside busy playing with prince Kevin.
One week later...
Today being, sunday Fiona, prince Kevin and I were busy sleeping because no school and we even forgot to go to church because we celebrated prince Kevin's birthday yestarday, we selpt all tired we needed to rest. Instantly Fiona's phone started ringing shooking us both awake. After she've finished answering the call she told me Edward is coming back today, my mood suddenly changed because I don't want to go back to James's house. I love it in here, we go to school together, do our assignmnents and study together, play with baby Kevin, cook food together. I love it here, I really don't want to leave but I have to.
For the last one week things have been moving way morethan smoothly, I don't have anything to worry about, unless that Fiona brings James' issue everyday disturbing me. she keep on talking about him about how sorry he is and want to make things right between us. One thing she failed to know is that I don't want James in my life again. Ryan and I have been progressing since when he heard what James did to me, it made him understand that we two aren't getting along and then he started showing me his own way of loving me.
Ryan has a unique way of showing his love for me, everything I do is perfect with him, he only sees the good in me not like James, he was the one who helped me catch up when I was away from school for 2 days. He is such an amazing and loveable person. He buys lunch for Fiona and I and drop us home everyday. He is just perfectho!
Unfortunately Edward will be coming back today I have to look for somewhere else. I was thinking of a hotel but then I remember I don't have money and I don't know who to ask for about it, not my family 'cause they might suspect something fishy between James and I. I know if I were to ask Ryan he will allow me stay in his place but it doesn't make sense I'm still married there's no way I'll be leaving with another man other than that James.
Fiona is like a sister to me, just as I was about to go back home to James' house she gave me a heart touching admonition unfortunately my heart is as cold as stone if its towards James, nothing can make me back out and give him another chance.
I got home around 4pm in the evening it took me quite a while before I entered by the mini gate, reaching to the entrance door I stopped, I'm having so many mental debates now, a part of my mind is telling me not to enter in and another is telling me to. I opened the door lightly, I didn't expect it to be opened. I glimpse through the door and saw James sleeping on a coach with our wedding picture album over his chest. Even from this far I can see how he has loss weight and how he became darker in just a week...
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Drama about loading... Izzy and James leaving under same roof now. Lol
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