BEHIJD OUR LOVE...

BEHIND OUR LOVE... CHAPTER 26
BY MIEMIEBEE

IZZY'S POV;

Omi'god did James just called me? And even greeted? More over he asked either I was at home so he could come. Omg! I closed my eyes and hugged my phone tightly to my chest as if I was hugging James.

I rise up from my bed and made it to my closet, I brought out a longsleeve shirt together with a ¾ tight jean trouser. I stalked the shirt in and unbottled the first two buttons exposing my cleavage and even some portion of my bra. I'm looking morethan sexy, that I know.

I styled my hair into a ponytail, and brought the end forward to my left side of the neck. Just a little amount of powder and lipstick and in just a bit I was ready, ready to meet James.

Our gate opened and I quickly peeped through the window I saw James car making its way in, after parking he came out and stared at our house as if scrutinizing something and afterwards he knocked on the door.

Mom that on you 'cuz I aiint getting that door for the world.

In just some seconds or a minute she opened the door and welomed him in. I glow at my full length mirror again to make sure I was perfect, perfect for James. I showered myself with one of my romantic perfumes and just then my door opened without knocking. "Izzy" mom calls.

"Yy. Yess" I answered almost startled.

She walked over to where I was standing, "so you knew already..."

I lie, "knew what???"

"That James is here."

"Oh yes he told me he was coming." I state putting my hair in place.

"I see" she responded glaring at my outfit. "I'll be going out an emergency came up at the office so I'll be leaving you two together."

"Okay" I nodded solemnly, "bye" and I watch her as she leaves.

Just as she was about leaving my room, she turned and looked at me and I smiled. "You two should not do anything stupid, even if you're so eager to, don't forget to use protection" she alerts and winced out.

God! this is hilarious. Is that what mom think of me? Well you're kind of right 'cuz if James were to ask for it today I'll give it to him willingly but unfortunately he's not going to ask so don't worry. I thought to myself.

I didn't leave my room untill I heard the sound of our gates closed and for the last time I stared at myself in the mirror. Perfect! Perfect for James, off I went. On reaching to the living room, I stopped by the door and glimpsed at sitted James, he was wearing a black blazer that I cannot explain how sexy and hot he is looking, black is really his colour. His hair style was perfect, everything about him was perfect. The way he held the wine cup in his hand omg! Its perfect too. Perfect perfect.

Just as I was about to glimpse at him again he raised up his head and I backed off immediately I was gasping so fast "thank goodness you didn't see me." I state under my breath and snorted heavily before making my way in. Just then James raised up his gorgeous face and set his dreamy eyes on me... Those eyes! They can make me do a thousand things out of will. He smiled and I smiled back.

"Have a seat please" he offered chivalrously "thanks" I state and sat opposite him.

"Uhm uhm..." He cleared his throat. "You must be wondering why I'm visiting today right?"

Gosh James you're the defination of perfect, perfect defines you. The way you talk, the way your lips follow the rythm of the words you spell out...

"Izzy? Are you okay?"
His words caught me offguard bringing me back to reality I nodded calmly in my best lady like manner and continued playing with my ponytail.

"Well you don't have to, 'cuz am here because of our wedding which will be taking place in a month time."

My wedding in a month time. Saving the date on target.

"Hello...?" James state waving in to the thin air.

"Uh sorry you said?"

"Is like you're not aware too, huh?"

"Yyyess" I lie. "How did it happen? Like who fixed the date and when?"

"My dad did" he answered sincerely. "Izzy you know very well that I don't want to get married at this very age, I really don't want to, I've tried my best in making dad understand that but he doesn't even want to listen to me so please..." He left his chair and came to where I was sitted. He knelt down infront of me, my eyes widened as my jaw dropped. My heart skipped a beat.

"James what are you doing?" I asked still not believing what my eyes were actually seeing.

"Izzy please not for my sake, I know I don't deserve any sympathy from you because I haven't been treating you properly lately. I can't marry out of love, I don't love you Izzy please don't force me into marrying you. I know how your parents love and care for you just a simple 'no' can reverse and put back everything in place as how it was before. I know you're a kind person you wouldn't want to come inbetween two lovers..." He paused for a while and breathed out "please... Say no to this wedding"

I can see how James is sounding sincere and defeated. This is not the arrogant, heartless James I know, this is another James kneeling in front of me, this James is entirely different from the James I used to know. But am so sorry James, only when I'm about having you for myself... No I can't do this I just can't.

I finally spoke up "stand up please." He did and sat beside me in thesame cushion. "James am I that horrible? Am I that bad? Why won't you ever see the good in me. I love you James, I can do everything for your love, why do you want to erase me in your life so bad like this?" I state sincerely as he held my gaze.

"Izzy don't get this wrong, its not that you're horrible, you love me and I appreciate that alot. Is good to be loved by someone. What you fail to understand is that love is not a decision one can take its a feeling, we feel love we do not decide to love this person or that, your heart fell for me and mine fell for Mer. Mer has been sick for over a week now, just tell me how will you feel towards the person who is trying to come inbetween you and your lover, try putting yourself in either Mer's shoes or mine."

"Ofcourse I'll feel bad, but we make sacrifices in life James its not all we ever want we get in this world. Can't Mer do that to me? Can't she sacrifice your love for me, or can't you yourself sacrifice Mer's love for me. I know I love you morethan Mer can ever does. And love can also be taught, you can teach a person how to love you. We are engaged, whats remaining is only the wedding, give me a chance and I'll teach you how to love me. Believe me when I say this without your love my life is basically nothing, without you by my side i'm nothing. This is just how much I love you and no matter how hard you try to push me away from you, the more and more I want to remain by yourside I aiint giving up on your love James." I state sincerely because thats how much I love James thats how much I don't wanna loose him. Loving him runs in my veins.

Is like I made him speechless as he tried to speak up something just held his words inside him. He stood up gently "no Izzy, I'll give you enough of time to think of this, now till the wedding. Don't miss a chance to meet with your prince charming, I can sense it he is somewhere waiting for you, don't miss that chance. I'll be going now."

My eyes filled with moisture at that instant and I watched him as he disappears from the room. I ran to my room and locked up the door. I fall onto my bed and cried my ass out. I cried and cried untill tears stop coming out from my red puffy eyes.


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Izzy get a brain please. Argh! I'm starting to get pissed (lol) I can't do this even if its to my mancrush #justin bieber. Drop comments lets see what you think of Izzy.

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